Its been long long n long since i wrote something here. Reasons??? Many... but its been more than a year, almost the same time i have been in .... in 3rd year of my graduation. Think it was made to make my life change a lot, going through a lot of drastic changes, lots of contrasting changes. People who know me closely, or who are near/around me, know it all. At times even i wonder over my life and its path n its phases. Going all through it, one thing i know for sure, "life is at its best if u keep it simple" , its beautiful, wonderful, and best of all, peaceful. :)
Here after completing (almost) my 3rd year of graduation, n working as a internee at this office, with lots of work, with friends at a little distance to contact, with thoughts of special people, with thoughts of past life, with time constraint, with hopes to lead a better life, with thoughts to take out time for myself, with thought to spend quality time with others, with plans ahead, with independance, with a solo soul, with thoughts to keep things simple, with some moral upliftments (it doesnt mean it wasnt uplifted earlier :P ), n being a little more wise on thoughts n actions, n keeping myself busy.... all these things together are making my life awesome.
I do miss a few things, i do miss a few people, i do get lost in memories, i do get sad, i do cry at times. I feel, n i wish, few things wudnt hav happened or wudnt have happened the same way they did, or the happy parts of past wudnt hav changed or wud hav still been there. I know all these things are a part of our life n will stay with us forever, but moving ahead in life on better paths is what is the demand of life and of persent situation. I have to give little time to these part of life, but at the same, have to keep going towards fulfillment and happiness. Every other person/ living being is "In Pursuit of Happiness". Even if they do something for others, they do it because it makes them happy in some way.
"Its a new day, its a new life" everyday.... n i'm living it, trying to make the best out of it. So, lets live it before we realise it gone. Lets be in touch with pain of realities, but lets try, n make it all happy in one way or other. N trust me it works.
:) :)
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Thursday, 3 June 2010
Sunday, 21 September 2008
Reasons....???
as usual a lot of thought hover over my mind, layer upon layer, making each thought blurr. Still, they exist there deep inside my mind. This is al the out-pouring of those blurr thoughts...
I dont like to do what i should actually do, what is the need of "this hour". I mean i should be doing stuff regarding my academy, my exam(which is about to start from this 24th sep), my submission(which is due tommorow). But no... all the people around are busy completing their work n I'm here stuck into ... dnot knw wht!!!
still, i knw i ll continue with this. i dnt knw why i m here writing this all, though i knw no one reads this n there'll b no use of wasting my time like this. may b coz i want someone to listen to me, or may b i dnt find anyone listening to me in my real world(so tapping my fingers here on keyboard into another waste...), or may b i speak out my words less n listen to others more, or.... there goes so many "or"s.
I actually love it when others understand me, without me saying out a single word(yeah, may b this cud b a better n stronger reason). means life wud b so easy if everyone understand the other without having to make an effort to make others understand one-own-self. there wil b no misunderstandings, no wastage of time in runing after other to make them understand... I always try my level best to understand others, "read their feelings, and give them words"(sorry sis for using ur community's tag line!), let them be wht they want to be. does anyone else care to do that? n why do i go into such stuff which not only make my life complicated n sometimes even others(chuk it, i ll still continue to be wht i m ryt now).
I remember, when i was in 8th standard, there was this class teacher of mine, who used to act sismilarly. She wanted the class to speak less(for sure, speak a lot when required), n understand the unsaid words, n act accordingly(quickly). even there came out a game such like that(of guessing out movie names). i actually used to enjoy those things, the silence, the game, the hidden words... n i still luv to b calm n silent n understand things, rather than jus acting to understand. so i think a lot. but its often said, "too much thought is too much confusion". n yes, i too fall into this trap of confusion. but i cant jus go after things without giving them a thought n without understanding them. n i do feel personally, that everyone shud be so thoughtful n understnding, as not to skip out little small, but "worth-a-matter" things in life.
i knw, right now whts "worth-a-matter" in my life right now is my submissiom tommorow, n my pending(late) submissions. so i think i shud better get a hold over that now.
wel, i dnt knw wht i hv written over here, coz i started with some other thought(which i dont remember now), n ending with some other thought. so plz dont try hard to understand this one.(huh!). wel, i ll try to make sure atleast this post is read n .......
I dont like to do what i should actually do, what is the need of "this hour". I mean i should be doing stuff regarding my academy, my exam(which is about to start from this 24th sep), my submission(which is due tommorow). But no... all the people around are busy completing their work n I'm here stuck into ... dnot knw wht!!!
still, i knw i ll continue with this. i dnt knw why i m here writing this all, though i knw no one reads this n there'll b no use of wasting my time like this. may b coz i want someone to listen to me, or may b i dnt find anyone listening to me in my real world(so tapping my fingers here on keyboard into another waste...), or may b i speak out my words less n listen to others more, or.... there goes so many "or"s.
I actually love it when others understand me, without me saying out a single word(yeah, may b this cud b a better n stronger reason). means life wud b so easy if everyone understand the other without having to make an effort to make others understand one-own-self. there wil b no misunderstandings, no wastage of time in runing after other to make them understand... I always try my level best to understand others, "read their feelings, and give them words"(sorry sis for using ur community's tag line!), let them be wht they want to be. does anyone else care to do that? n why do i go into such stuff which not only make my life complicated n sometimes even others(chuk it, i ll still continue to be wht i m ryt now).
I remember, when i was in 8th standard, there was this class teacher of mine, who used to act sismilarly. She wanted the class to speak less(for sure, speak a lot when required), n understand the unsaid words, n act accordingly(quickly). even there came out a game such like that(of guessing out movie names). i actually used to enjoy those things, the silence, the game, the hidden words... n i still luv to b calm n silent n understand things, rather than jus acting to understand. so i think a lot. but its often said, "too much thought is too much confusion". n yes, i too fall into this trap of confusion. but i cant jus go after things without giving them a thought n without understanding them. n i do feel personally, that everyone shud be so thoughtful n understnding, as not to skip out little small, but "worth-a-matter" things in life.
i knw, right now whts "worth-a-matter" in my life right now is my submissiom tommorow, n my pending(late) submissions. so i think i shud better get a hold over that now.
wel, i dnt knw wht i hv written over here, coz i started with some other thought(which i dont remember now), n ending with some other thought. so plz dont try hard to understand this one.(huh!). wel, i ll try to make sure atleast this post is read n .......
Friday, 7 March 2008
"Still...A SURVIVER!".
again something which i wrote a long time back, sometime in year 2006... up here coz the punch-line still remains the same.....
I believe...
Life isnt just to live,
Its to survive.
And,I'm still a Surviver...
For life,I'm still striving,
For peace,still fighting...
Blind towards the fingers pointing at me,
Still,they hurt deeply.
Bearing all,as like a Surviver...
Tears soaked up inside,and a false smile.
No hopes to live for,
At the same,
No ostensible reason to die.
Shackled up in this mean world,
No i dont want this. I wont also let go myself so easily.
I have miles to go and lots do.
Fulfill expestations of all those Who made me what i am...a Surviver...
A lonesome feeling creeps into,
to a untouched deepness.
Searching for a ray,
In complete darkness.
An anorex with no desire.
And...still a Surviver...
Resurrecting myself each time,
At a point where
Life and Death meets.
And...thats surviving.
So...I'm "Still...A SURVIVER!".
I believe...
Life isnt just to live,
Its to survive.
And,I'm still a Surviver...
For life,I'm still striving,
For peace,still fighting...
Blind towards the fingers pointing at me,
Still,they hurt deeply.
Bearing all,as like a Surviver...
Tears soaked up inside,and a false smile.
No hopes to live for,
At the same,
No ostensible reason to die.
Shackled up in this mean world,
No i dont want this. I wont also let go myself so easily.
I have miles to go and lots do.
Fulfill expestations of all those Who made me what i am...a Surviver...
A lonesome feeling creeps into,
to a untouched deepness.
Searching for a ray,
In complete darkness.
An anorex with no desire.
And...still a Surviver...
Resurrecting myself each time,
At a point where
Life and Death meets.
And...thats surviving.
So...I'm "Still...A SURVIVER!".
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