its not strange when things turn out very different to what we expect.ya,its true that one should not expect a lot coz expectations can kill.but then,being a normal human being,i too have desires and expectations.this year,on my b'day,i just thought that it'll be a great one(i forgot,the ususal tag for me,"salao").i was a fool to think that way.i planed up for my b'day,to have some party and something special,as like going to shri sai temple,then off to my classes,then out with frens,then again for classes,back home and a nice dinner with my mom n dad and me being whole day busy on my cell phone attending to all the calls,for wishing me "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
but,things were really unexpected.on 10th nov night i had a bit of mess with my mom and i cancelled my plan for the party at home,and also coz,out of three frens who were to come for the small b'day celebration, two were not able to come for the party.so i better decided to put off that plan.i cried a bit under my pillow,as usual n then was quite.anyways,i was with my cell phone at 12:00am of 11th nov's night,when it was all dark(electricity was out...what a start of my b'day).and ya,i got calls from few of my near dear ones,but not of all(well,the whole day was left,there's still time).and then,i heard a few noise downstairs.i suspected of something being wrong.i asked my dad to check out.so went near the window and shouted out"who's out there???".and then we heard some foot-steps of people running and jumping.that was something big.(thieves broking into my house...!!!!)as there was no light,we waited in suspence.then by 1:30,electricity was back,and i & my dad went down to check for things,and lo...we found the door's bolt broken ang the lock of the grill also broken.my mom got really scared.we got another lock on the grill.closed the outlets properly and went back up.sleep was out.clock showed 3:30am.another good thing of my b'day happened.hah! okay....in the morning as i wasn't feeling so fresh, so i bunked my morning classes.after having some sleep,went to kali temple,but my bad luck,i was late and the doors were close.went back to home.ya,there was something good.mom was waiting for me with some mouth watering food.okay the lunch was yummy.but still,somewhere i was not happy.last year,on my b'day my cell was all engagged coz of so many calls i was getting.but this year,(dont ask me....well,i m telling myself)ikept waiting the whole time for my cell to ring.very boring it was.i went to sleep after 4pm and then dad was back home in the eve.
at night,i didnt feel like eating anything,not coz i was full,but coz i was not having the taste.there were very few calls and i waited till the last minute of my b'day for the calls to come up (which i expected).but no,there was none.though somewhere,i was checking out this only.(i stopped calling people for the last 10 days b4 my b'day to check who are the one to remember me).most of the people forgot that it was my b'day.means,i was so down regarding this fact,that i cried for the whole day,and also the next day.i felt being shown a cold shoulder by everyone whom i think to be my dears ones.i thought that ,why the hell this always happens with me.inspite knowing this fact,why i planned up for so many things....and i got the reply,coz i hav the heart.it was all.the heart which thinks it own way,saying"diatanaces make hearts grow fonder".but in reality,the fact,thats bitter but true,"OUT OF SITE,IS OUT OF MIND".
